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Hey there

I'm Alyssa
I'm a student about to graduate my two year course of "Video game art and animation"
I like to draw, sing, game and hang out
Be nice to me and I'll be nice to you :)


Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self by VampireSelene13
Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self
Conversations with my thirteen year old self
Conversations with my thirteen year old self

You're angry
I know this
The world couldn't care less
You're lonely
I feel this
And you wish you were the best
No teachers
Or guidance
And you always walk alone
You're crying
At night when
Nobody else is home

Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling
I promise you that it won't always feel this bad
There are so many things I want to say to you
You're the girl I used to be
You little heartbroken thirteen year old me

You're laughing
But you're hiding
God I know that trick too well
You forget
That I've been you
And now I'm just the shell
I promise
I love you and
Everything will work out fine
Don't try to
Grow up yet
Oh just give it some time

The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare
But you can wake up anytime
Oh don't lose your passion or the fighter that's inside of you
You're the girl I used to be
The pissed off complicated thirteen year old me

Conversations with my thirteen year old self
Conversations with my thirteen year old self

Until we meet again
Oh I wish you well oh
I wish you well
Little girl
Until we meet again
I wish you well
Little girl
I wish you well
Until we meet again
My little thirteen year old me


Hen - NPC by VampireSelene13
Hen - NPC
This is still kind of rough. I'll spell check it and stuff later xp


After many years on top, Hen's "family", had finally been caught and charged for several counts of murder, rape and thievery. They were then stripped of all of their belongings and money, and were being escorted to a prison to be held over night until the morning's execution. Unfortunately for the guards, their crew were highly trained in un-armed combat, and had no trouble escaping without their weapons. 
Having left unscathed was a great triumph but even they had to admit they would need time to re-accumulate weapons and cash to continue their work. So they fled to the far outskirts of Korlan and seized a small merchant town they could easily control to get what they needed. You would think, having reclaimed a fortune almost over night, would have quenched their thirst. But they wanted revenge!

Having slaughtered all of the artisans, they clothed themselves in their robes by day, pulling the wool over the eyes of the city guards, and by night they planned and trained for their take over. They weren't just going to get back their things, they were going to take everything!

Fortunately for Korlan this never happened; it took longer than expected to recruit new members to increase their numbers to a point plentiful enough to successfully trump their enemy. In addition, they found themselves killing more people than they hired due to their constant fear of their unloyalty. Very few made it. So in the end most of the men "found" spouses to bare their young, and the deed was passed to them. They needed as many children as possible... As many male children as possible.

Hen was born into this small, dirty, village, a few short years after her twin brothers. Her father was never home; no doubt committing horrible acts of thievery and violence. Her mother was chained in the kitchen at all times in order to fulfill her "purpose" of sustaining the men with meals... Or pleasurable activities. Several times a week any number of men would come into her home and have their way with her as she wept silently. She was a Djinn woman, stolen like the others, to be used as a vessel for their army of children. 

Hen, like the other girls born to the crew, were allowed to live in the village but had to fend for themselves while the men trained the boys. It was a very tough, deplorable, way of life but in the end, as she would come to realize, it would make her the fighter they thought she couldn't be!

After years and years of trauma and starving Hen finally snapped. At the age of 10 she swept through the camp with a small dagger and took out every, single, man silently and felt no pity. She could not longer watch them defile her mother. She could no longer be told daily that someday when she became of age, she too, would be chained up like her mother. She could no longer watch the, weaker, younger girls falling in the dirt in fatigue and starvation. She could no longer handle any of it, and it had to stop!

In the final moments of the night, as the sun rose in the desert, she walked slowly into her home, as if in a trance. Blood dripping from her hands and face, she freed her mother. This would be the first time in over ten years that her hands had been free of the chains. The woman fell to her knees with tears in her eyes and hugged her daughter for the first time. "Thank you, thank you" She whispered.

From that moment on Hen realized that her destiny was to cleanse Araethen of all men. Children would be spared in order to build a new world from the ground up with proper morals and belief. Never again would she stand for women being treated as the women and children of this town had been treated. This meant war!



I’ve been taking part in a fantasy-like “role playing” group called “Araethen”. Now I use quotations for the word role play because I find it can turn some people off. If writing isn't your thing but character creation is, then you’re in the right place, because Araethen is not based on text.

You start off by making your character and picking a job, then after that you accept monthly missions to which you can choose to write OR… Draw your response. In exchange for this you gain points and gold in order to make your character grow and rank up. You can also gain points on your own time, every time you submit a picture to the group gallery.

Don’t have enough time you say? That’s totally fine, because you can do EVERYTHING on your own time. Keep in mind that the creators also have a life. So to finish a mission piece you are given ONE WHOLE MONTH! Got too much time on your hands? That’s fine! In the meantime you can create an NPC, beast or plant life to help the world grow!

Oh? Did I not mention who runs this page? None only than the artist behind"Ask The Duskbat Crew" tumblr page! And she’s wonderfully sweet and helpful.

It would be nice to see more people taking part in this group, especially on the english speaking side of things, for it is a bilingual site of spanish and english speakers.

All in all it is great fun and I would love to see you there!

If you would like to check it out please go here:

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FlyingBrickAnimation Featured By Owner 4 days ago   General Artist
Thanks for the llama! :iconbrohoofplz:
VampireSelene13 Featured By Owner 3 days ago   General Artist
np np :iconbrohoofplz:
YiffyJaxx Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New member Student Digital Artist
manlymarshmallow Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015
howdy human, i wanted to thank you for the favorite... i know you are friends with Nad, so i appreciate it even more ^^
VampireSelene13 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015   General Artist
Hello :) no problem :highfive:
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